All the nice people...

in their nice tourist faces...
talked about how nice it is here.

All of them asked about her...
I just said she had a cold.
Hoping she would be alright...

All the nice people...
that had brought me closer to God.

All the nice people...
that are living their perfects lives...

All the nice people ....
that god has blessed...

Why aren't we nice like them.

All the nice people play cards and dominoes...
really friendly...
All the nice people don't know about how crude life here is.

They had been fed with the tourist fakeness.
On the moment I told one... about the reality...
he said.
I want to save them...

All the nice people...
they saved me...

They are so nice...

Thank You God.

Elegy of Emptiness

For doth this is a marvelous scene.
Them heart beats separate for good...

and the chorus says...


FUCK THAT SHIT!

Oh St. Rayno you jealous fool,
a mere presence of flesh
fucking up your cool.


Yes my dears, for doth I am great
I am mighty, I am the best.
I can wrong you fifty times....
but if you even point out a mere chance of crime.
I will execute you for good.


Oh St. Rayno You jealous Fool.
Inconsiderate idiot...
Rampaging asshole.


Get drunk on that sea of yesterday,
drink the whole sea...
For that is what you need.

What happened you fool, the master plan dosen't work...

Well That is why you need a plan b.


She broke up with you for her own sake...
You cried for two weeks.
She pointed a not so clear alternative of moving on...
and you enrage...

St. Rayno you jealous Fool.

How many times you did not think of her in the way you victimize yourself into.
How many times you kissed the glass lips of a bottle to forget her flesh.
How many times you ran back to old friends that helped you out last time.

How many times you acted to be alright while you rotted on the inside.

Now St. Rayno I ask you.

Why are you that jealous fool.
Why are you simply a fool.


You FOOL... playing like a child in a game of grownups...
Sure... justice had never been good.
Sure you had been wronged.

St. Rayno where is that pure and understanding heart.
Is it rotten like your sense of justice.

Is it rotten just like you.

St. Rayno we all thought you had a good heart...
St. Rayno why do you fail....


Oh Mr. Man... You miserable fool.
You don't deserve anything she gave you.

The only woman that you deserve is one of those that scream in pain... in the flames.
You had your shot at something good.

She just did a mistake when she wasted her time with you.

Sure she did... you deserve someone as tainted as you..
That is why you smoked.

You prefered the lips of death because in that position you felt right.
Now at your big shot at heaven you realize... you had been wrong.

It wasn't meant to be.
Mr. Dog says it
Mr. Cat repeats it.


Get the fuck out of her sight, you are only worsening her condition, she did a mistake by being with you... and you are constatly there waiting when she will make that same mistake again.

Her awful mistake was... a touch of grace to you my child.

Oh St. Rayno you fool...

we down here in the mud don't hope to be with girls like that.

St. Rayno you had been tainted...
and that stain... will follow you for the rest of your life.

St. Rayno... you... simply... are pathetic.
Yes you are.

- Mr. Hand

Hits...

harder... by the moment... harder by the minute... suffocating in darkness...

I hit myself aggainst this wall until it shatters...
I want to break the wall.
I want to save myself.
I had built my grave in this room.

It has been days...
weeks...
of the last kiss
the last touch..
rubbing my cold fingers aggainst your temples
looking at those brown eyes...
getting lost.... getting lost...

In this moments when, I no longer know how i was before.
I can't think of how could I manage with your aftertaste.
Longing the drug of those lips, longing the light of those eyes.
But longing even more... the melody of your voice.

I was sure It wasn't meant to be.... I simply couldn't...
be with someone so...
so...
No words could describe these feelings...
no words can describe the emptiness...

All the sacrifice I did, that wasn't enough
to ensure another sunset with you...

I always dreamt of the next day...
I didn't thought it could lead forever....
but...
It was nice... knowing you would love me the other day...

Now who shall make feel that comfort.
Who shall love me on the morning.

A bottle, a cigarette, a harlot?...
who shall love me... like you did...
A bottle, a cigarette... a harlot?

Nobody like you...

new years blues.

where is the vodka?
where is the wine,
i want to fly someplace

the clock hits 12:00
everybody screams and cries.
We dance salsa, and the wine appears.

I drink, drank and I got almost drunk.
Zee girl rings the chingiling!
I talk, argue and comment...
and the new years blues begins.

One more year to begin.
One more chance to break hearts
steal names, destroy lives.
Boy, cualquiera diria que tu eres un charlatan...
Yes I am one of those Charlatains you call me.

Where is zee vodka where is zee wine
this new year is started from behind.
Tell me please the girl i love is mine...
sure she is... but she is away a thousand miles

Today we start the new year
a few minutes to the first day to end,
yet you realize it is the same shit again.

Where is zee vodka where is zee wine...
This year hopefully will be divine.

-Saint Rayno

old things 2005

Last night I looked at a the strange figure on the street
and I saw your body flying gracefully around the sky
I looked at you for hours, and you never noticed the meet
My eyes met yours and your picture stayed in my mind

Like the flock of thin Ravens on covering your head.
I wanted to fly with them... and be a part of you,
but I never knew what to do, I couldn't get out of my bed
and this morning i feel so foolish of letting you go and staying quiet.
This night I swear that I will do something for you... or i will be dead.
Dead because of what my heart feels, or the thrill you made me feel last night

Its eight pm and the night is still loud, but i want to see you so bad.
the clock went faster eachtime I mentioned the name I gave you
Luna, oh pretty face that is being followed by the Raven night, I will go mad
the clock tics and i still see no sign of you, still 8 hours till morning.

The street dies slowly and i get ready to meet you, will you come
oh Luna please make my night and grant me with your smile
I just ask you to let me hear your wonderful voice, and touch your grace.
The night is quiet and I come out I can already see you dance from a mile
but you are not dancing, you just walk gracefully infront of my face.

My luck is awesome I say to my lonely heart, but then I get nervous.
I look at your face and I just smile, you stop and you ask me whats wrong.
my face turns pale and i curse the heart of us.
My heart that already belongs to you and you don't even know me.

You ask me to fly with you and i acept, though I had flown higher.
Eachtime, your face ocupies my mind I am in the highest positon,
I spread my wings and I try to match yours in might
My messy brown wings can't fly as graceful as your Raven colored ones.
I still try to fly beside you but my inexperience makes me fall.

As I fell I said goodbye to you, i couldn't kiss you... I just let you go...
My heart is broken though and we were never something.
We just flew together once,
In the floor I still think of your face, and how I wish to fly by you one day.
But reality is cruel and sometimes you feel that you can't.

-The end-